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Well Big Weekend passed and I am feeling a little better. I have come to conclusion that Thomas is my good friend and thatapos;s it. We are only friends and nothing more. There are some things about him that I donapos;t know if i could handle if we went out. Like how we went to the library the other day and I had to leave to get my instrument. When I came back he had left the table with his newspaper laying around and his powerade bottle sitting there. Not only did it bother me that he had left the stuff but that the trash can was literally 5ft away. Ugh. But I love his walk with God. The fact heapos;s still "pure" and he loves life as much� as he does makes me wish I could be with him. I guess I am satisfied just being his friend though. Maybe further down the road if its what God wants we can be more for right now and for a while i highly doubt I could be any more with him. I also have been talking more and more to Kobby every night. I really wish heapos;d leave nic and come back to me. I am so much better and can give him so much more...well I may be a little biased but still. I want him so bad. Ugh.

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